Monday, October 21, 2013

Edith Piaf


Good evening. I am sorry. I just wanted to say something.
I haven't been in Paris in Years
But this Evening. When you sang. I was right back there again…
..on the streets, beneath her skies
You voice, is the soul of Paris 
You took me with you on your travels,
You brought tears to my eyes
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. 
Thank you. 

The best thing you can do for a city
Is write a song about it
That when others are walking through her
They can hum in her pride
and their whole body, rises to the vibration
of her soul. in tune

From: La vie on Rose
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36TfIcvR028

Should have - not


I should have stayed home, and watched the bread turn red
bought a cactus plant, and called it green

I should have stayed home, and adopted a cat

I should have stayed home, but I ended up thinking 
about all this on the road. then falling asleep at the destination
until it was time to drive back home. I stayed awake thinking, that car
rocking me into a deep thought
that maybe in one of the days ahead
I will get to do all of those things. 

Point**Full


Don’t under estimate me
I like to play detective
with....
dwell’v in the deep corners of my youth
with a syringe
bake cookies to beehoven
and let my dog, lick the cream off your knees

Don’t under estimate me
because you like to
I know you have worries
But keep them up your own ass
Don’t tell me sorry
or you wanted to
I can do everything by - my - self

Don’t underestimate me on my staying power
or my leaving power
you’re right
about love I know none
yet, the monogomy you preach in your heart
we both know doesn’t always work
so get used to it, even love in the world
is an illusion. it’s false


Don’t underestimate me
Because I tent to be the type 
That when truly falls in love 
Loves forever
Beyond the grave
Beyond the words that form our love affair
Beyond our time
All these currency’s of books, and banks and beehovens
Can all be summed up in one dance,  in one song
.....during the flimsy passion, we remember who we are

Don’t underestimate me
but most importantly don’t under estimate yourself
for in a universe full of numbers
the possibility’s are endless, for who we are. 

Tug


It’s all too good,
when you can’t believe it
It’s the worst when you’re dancing
and you already know it’s going to end
I wish I can fall upon something timeless
Somewhere i didn’t feel a tug
or the ribcage, pressed upon the kiss of death

Sometimes I feel a woman saying something
to the other end of the room
where another woman is sitting
yet she is trying to convince herself

I have come to believe everything is for ourselves
no pun intended but develop healthy obsessions

Kneel


Let’s do a shorter version of you
A shorter version of me
Sit down, and talk about it
The way we talk to one another
using only laughter

Whenever we are talking
I notice, sub lim i nevaly
We are trying to elongate our presences
Stretch out our “self” until we feel sick from the stomach
Maybe something demands of us
Which we are never obliged to give
But give in to, once in a while


I like the back seat of your car
It reminds me of all the things I hate
Black leather, ...I belong in a green field
I am sorry, But’ i’d trade in everything
for a flower dress

Some morning are so good
The body who couldn’t tell apart day from night
Decided to screw both,
lost it’s appetite,
and feel to sleep
I woke up hearing some strange slow spanish song
the words...had left it
and all it was, was a soft melody
accompanying a lonely night


Oct. 21 We arrive, somewhere.


I like the sound of puerto rico
so that means your coming? 
Well, i mean i like the sound, i like the sound that people make there, some reggaeton
They also do this back ward and forward steps in their ceremonial dancing. The way they sway their hips from side to side faster and faster when the rhythm picks up. It’s like they’re really, on to something. 
We call it a secret to well being- movement. They call it, what ever’s in plain sight, of their urge. And they never have to whisper a word. 
The sensation carries them home. 
Like the tree that rises and falls with the same roots. It’s quite beautiful.
My eyes are always open there during the night in such warm places
I can stay awake and not bat an eyelash at an inconvenience
The true purpose of life tends to flow naturally
With the fresh water that surrounds the island
And that gives birth to the music of the peoples
That life’s on in people hearts,
and gives them a purpose for living.

The intelligent create to much damage to the heart
While the wise, let the heart sing, and the mind only bow down to it’s song
Follow it through the grass and fields. Whatever colour it may be,
it is always the right color of the moment. I like such places away from the city
away from the possibility of candle light, and champagne, and only dreaming of tranquility
I like the piercing sound of nothingness, the perfume of cigars and the sound of simple people. Who speak of the day with pride. Work with doings of love. And kids, as the true sunshine of the days. These people can tell apart very easily to good from the bad.
They have no confusion that comes with a trade-off, of work, for not seeing family. or a coin for a minute, making decisions that ties up with the ropes of compromise, and takes years of restless untying ....when one step upon the truth has taken place..... as upon the softest surface that can be stepped upon, and carry us through the filter of time, untouched.

Feeling violated, misrepresented, dictated, are all false speech methods of control. Riches come in the form of toilet seats made of gold. Billionaires meeting their beautiful brides, buying her a nice house where she sits, and keeps occupied with her toys, while he has another 25 favorites, in his background. 

People in nature, don’t need psychology. They need to see a sunset.
They don’t need hard drugs, a glass of wine, and a bible is enough
Watching television is not necessary, learning poetry, and carrying those 
potent invisible words, through a potent visible forest is enough.
To be the breathe, and in which you breathe, 
the sullen voice of taking in and letting go in the seconds that follow
the pink foam on the blue shores, seagulls, wrapped bodies, and cherry pie
is deliciously enough to be satisfied.


Then what is always pulling me.
What is the manic? When everything is taken away, and can never be returned
When love is destroyed without permission, drowned in a moment past before we
are able to rescue it from the water with our arms.. we lose our arms. 
and one by one, each body part, becomes part of a story, we could not change. 
The hands legless, heartless, sleep. 


The only reason you’re like this, now
is because this country was born
there was a person, then a few, then a law, then a few
money this that, fur pellets, and old ritual spells forgotten
wanted marriage, wanted children, the first mixture of tribes
the lost note, the unsigned letter, the night your drank
woke up, to find your country, your’s 
no more

the stars of eyes, now streaming in tears of what happened within you
the angelic for who you are, to never return
the conquerors are now marrying your daughters
what you have left to do, is sit in a chair that is not your own

Look into the eyes of people, who don’t have your best interest
Invest your time, into a thing that drains
time is the most precious, yet where is it.
it’s the the face of never stepping down, from where of what and who- is your own. 


Dame tu verdad
y yo te doy mio
quiero nada mas de este noche


Obvious and paintful
i’de rather it be deep and hidden, something i was unable to see before
i am always stupified by how much is already in front of me. within hands, feet, arms reach.

Inti
and it’s not even short for anything!

Presidents need to be scholars. Those who dwell’v on the questions of humanity
And are keen, on a daily basis, to solve them. 
Those we read, observe, and want to conjure, and transfer a sense of their dream 
of the potential equilibrium of inherent love among us. And unite that, into a working system of love. 

It’s always the lack of, that makes you more so.
unsolve me, i want to know no further
point, to which i always dwelv,
to which i always bend
my body all out of its shape
and my heart, on the plate before hungry hearts
the feast begins, and I cannot run
I only enjoy
someone using the heart
i was always afraid to use